No matter how good you are. No matter how prepared you are. Bad things still happen. It just likes a blood to vampire. No body can separate both of the elements. Sometimes it is hard to swallow. You feel helpless and powerless. But life goes on. What you can do is to pick up the pieces and move on. You got to admit there is Greater Forces that control the surrounding and the universe. Ha ha ha. I don’t know why I write these things in my first entry. I guess all of you know about this lame wisdom. But there is no harm to be a little pessimist. Reminder is the best medicine, or laughter?? I don’t really remember.
By the way I dedicate this first entry to my Nenek. I not speak to her for a long period of time. Not because I am busy or anything, maybe because I didn’t have the courage to pick up the phone and make some call. I think she the only women can crack me open. To hear her voice is like stabbing a sharp knife to my chest. Old saying goes; It is hard to express yourself in front of the love one. It works to me at least. Man, I miss my family and friends badly. Happy long life I wish to all of you.
This is my Beloved Nenek. Hjh Aminah binti Mat Akib.
Many Thanks to my brother Faiz because give me such opportunity to express myself by chopping his blog. It never crosses my mind that I will write something for the entire world to see. You know what, maybe this will be my first writing and maybe the last. We will see.
To my sister Naziha, you can fly home every month, every week or every hour. But you can never make bigger surprise just like I did few years ago. You know what I mean. Loud and clear!!! You will never even come close. Ha ha ha. One more thing, Hail Afiq didn’t like woman. You can try but you never know. Ha ha ha. Happy Holiday and enjoy youself. You deserve a little break.
Einen Schönen Tag Noch,